December 2009
60 posts
christmas eve
scumm:
and i’m grounded. i got in so much shit lastnight that my dad has recovered from but me, well i’m just sitting here as a complete mess. i’m furious and scared yet so calm, i just don’t even know what to do at this moment. my family is too fucked up for me to be around anymore and when i slowly start meddling my way out they come back and slap me in the face with every ounce of information...
13562.) I pushed you away because I knew that if...
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13566.) I'm not a good person. But god do I wish I...
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thizzzz time for christmas.
happy birthday jesus
hahahahahahhah
oh my jesus
izzy what the fuck do you want from me!
i came home today and the house was empty. i began getting ready for izzy house, i was taking a shower left the door open to listen to music, i pretty much broke down, curled up in a ball with the steaming hot shower beating at my back.. i saw him yesterday. and i just froze, i didn’t know what to do. its funny how i hide from you now. i am over you, yes, but i still miss you. i miss the...
13388.) I can honestly say that I am completely...
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I don’t think of you romantically anymore; in fact, it’s rare that I’m able to think anything positive about you at all. I used to defend you when someone put you down. I used to tell them that they didn’t know you, that before they decided they don’t like you or that they think you’re a douche bag, they should talk to you and get to know you because then they might be able to see...
13239.) the only reason i hate so many girls, is i...
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i skip school to have sex
i believe sober people dont go through hard trials in their life cause i have not been this sober in almost more than a year, or am i just a weak person that cant handle life in sobriety?
i am in love with my bestfriend :)
i wanna be so fucked up i cant see straight. i enjoy being fucked up majority of the time to emotionally not feel anything.
i feel like shit, my best friend is all fucked up on adderall all the time and i dont partically enjoy the thought of it cause i know she is going to go through withdrawl when she runs out and i dont want her going through that but apprently i am not there enough and some where along the way i went wrong.fml. i want her here with everuthing in me. i hate being grounded in this god forsaken prison...
drugs only make me happy
12966.) Sometimes I just hate life. A lot. I just...
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12981.) I always willingly give non-objective...
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i am a chimney with hormones :)
me and claudia came to the conclusion
we are drug addicts
scumm:
i think i have more hormones than the average male, no joke. i’m a sexual little fucker and i can’t help it. i’ve gone months without anything and i think it’s killing me, finally hahaa.
12923.) I have this intense urge to go up to you...
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12916.) I get jealous of people who get more than...
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